This is my “soft-after-midnight-have-to-be-quiet-but-want-to-play-guitar-not-used-to-having-neighbors-that-can-hear-me-through-the-walls-now” take on Ocean Avenue……. This album was my JAM when I was in 6th grade and I remember “we were both 16… We were both 18 and it felt so right——” seemed lightyears away and now all the sudden I’ve passed both of those ages WHAT :(

Ok sweet dreams!!!!!

(PS if you didnt know, reason I don’t ever post here anymore (UGH) is cause my computer blew up basically …… so I have had no access to the Internet for moooooonths rlly besides my phone but hopefully going to be getting a new computer sometime within the next month)

5 points to whoever can guess what the song I’m writing is inspired by/written about ……… …. ….. ……..

Lyrics:
We have been catching fire for what feels like five lifetimes
but you haven’t ever left my side
Over and over again, what hell we’ve been thrown into
yet, you’re still trying to keep me alive

How can I trust anyone
when I’m so unsure of what is real?
This love you claim you have for me,
how do I know it’s what you really feel?

You gave me a pearl and didnt hesitate to say,
“You’re my whole life.”
but are you just playing this game?
I’m learning how to play along,
but you’re so smooth with words
When I speak up, mine come out wrong
and you’re left feeling hurt

(sorry for the screechy guitar, still getting the hang of things again but this is the first song I’ve written in idk how long so I wanted to share & only a minute and 30 seconds can be recorded on a phone through tumblr so I was rushing through it and it still got cut off wah!!!!) hehe 